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*R.I.P* Joey Bruce and Ian Bailey

Joey* Wow, I didn't know you that well..or get the chance to try and get to know you...but I did talk to you and hang out with you atleast 3 or 4 times. And those 4 times were the best times of my life. Lets see..the first time I ever met you was at the Bethel Football game. You and Tony came to watch over Katie for Anthony, make sure she didn't do anything wrong. Katie wasn't there yet, but I saw you..you were hangin' around Tony and some girls, who probably wouldn't leave you alone, and I just looked at you and said to myself "Holy shit, I've never seen a guy as hot as him" I looked at Tabitha and said "Look Look, who is that! He's so hot" She said I think those are Katies friends. So we walked over to you...and started talking to you. Omg, you were so adorable and hallarius. After we talked for a little bit, me and you started to become Friends. Wow, I think I actually even liked you more than that, you didn't know it then though. After that night, everyday in choir...I would talk to Katie about you. "How's Joey...have you talked to him...does he know I like him...does he want to hang out with me and you this weekend...what does he think..Katie tell me!" That's all I would say, non-stop...I liked you so much. The second time we talked..was at the movies...with me, Katie, you, Kate, Angel, and Tabitha. Angel and Kate were kinda mean to you, and it may have seemed like they hated you and thats why they left. But it wasn't. And they feel really bad about that to this day, after they found out about the horrible inncodent they felt even worse, because they never got the chance to say sorry. But, they are. They want you to know, they really never meant to be mean or anything..they were just mad that night. They really do care for you and miss you though. And they wanted you to know that. But anyway, that night we were going to see "Dark Water" but we ended up seeing "The Longest Yard"...it was so fun! After that, I started to like you even more. It was about the 3rd time I talked to you..at Katies party. We all went to the movies and you, Ian, and Anthony met us there. It was so fun. After that we went back to Katies and hung out for a while. And that's when I realized you really liked Tabitha. You kept talking to me about getting a kiss from her..and it being the best moment of the night and such..and I end up ruining it. I really didn't mean too. I was so excited about you and her kissing that I tried making you to kiss. I'm so sorry, if I ruined your night. I really didn't mean to. I just wanted whats best for you. I wanted you to get your kiss. After that you got mad at me, and I really didn't get to talk to you since then. Except through Katie, once again everyday in choir. I think you started to forgive me, I hope. If not, I'm still really sorry. After a while..you gave up on Tabitha and started to like Ashley, your nick name for her ((A*Town)). She is a great girl! Everyday, sixth period study hall..she would talk to me about you. I would go to write on the board turn around and there she is texting you. She loved you so much. And I'm sure you loved her too. Then one day, not even expecting it I get a call from Tabitha. Her and my exact words:

Tab* Kara

Me*Yeah? Wait, dude..Zachs mom just called me for Katies number?? It was weird..I wonder why. Anyway, what?

Tab* Yeah, about that..do you remember Joey Bruce and Ian Bailey..Katies friends.

Me* Yeah, they were cool...why what about them?

Tab* Um, they died. They were killed in a car accident this morning.

Me* Omg, no...nuh uh, are you serious.

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..and then she explained it. I even had to call her back after we got off the phone and ask if she was lying or not. It was horrible. I bawled my eyes out till there was no tears left. I called Katie and Ashley to make sure they were okay, and to make sure it was true. It was. The next day I saw it on the news. Then and there I knew it happend. It was real. It was true. I couldn't even talk. I was so choked up by the horrible news. They showed your pictures and I just started to cry again. It was so sad, for everyone. So many people loved and cared for you as well as the other 3 boys. And seeing you on the news..and hearing about that is so heartbreaking and unreal to everyone. You were so funny! And no1 could get enough of you, you were an awesome kid. And trust me, you will be missed very much..by everyone! I just wish, it didn't have to end like this for you...and so early in your life. You had such a good life you could have lived up to, and had to end it in such a fatal accident. I'm so sorry..I'm sorry I didn't come to your viewing or your funral...but It was just way to hard for me. Or trust me I would have been there for both. Atleast I know, your in a better place now..and in better hands..even with that, I will still miss you very much. I hope to see you again someday. I'm so sorry. I love you very much as a friend as well as Katie ((except you two were closer.)) And I wish I had what she had. Though I never got the chance to try and get it. And Ashley...wow, she loves you too. Trust me. I know. Her heart breaks for you as well as mine. She and I, and everyone else..will never forget you! Ever! I love you Joey Bruce. R.I.P!!!!!

Ian * Omg, Ian. Wow I don't even know where to begin. Half of what I said to Joey..goes to you too...It's just so hard knowing that my ex-boyfriend a guy I used to be in love with..is not here with us today. You were such a sweet guy and you were so funny..you always knew how to make someone laugh, as well as Joey did. You were so cute, and had such a great life ahead of you. I'm so sorry it had to end in such a bad accident. I miss you so incredibly much...and I would sit here and write all the memories of me and you but trust me..it would be way to long and to much to fit on here. I miss you so so much, just as well as everyone else does..and I hope to see you again someday...because right now I know your in good hands and are being treated very well. I will miss you so much, and I will never forget you. Your an awesome kid, and I love you so much...still sometimes I think to myself...I love you much more then a friend. I know I may not being making much sense right now..but it's so hard to sit here and write how I feel about all this. So I'm sorry. I will never forget you Ian Bailey! R.I.P

*Dustin and Josh* I don't know you guys, and I never got the chance to meet you but I'm sure if you hung out with Ian and Joey then you must have been great boys. I'm so sorry this had to happen to you guys at such an early age. I'm sure you had a great life ahead of you to live up to. I know you guys are in a happier place now, and that's all that matters. You boys will all be missed very much. And will never be forgotten. R.I.P

*The Families of these 4 boys* I'm so sorry about all this that has happend. I'm sure you all are very upset and sad and feel like you have nothing else now that you have lost your boys. Well that's not true. You have all of us, Wayne and Bethel people..even more, to back you up and be here for you. Your boys are in good hands now, and I'm sure they'd love to see everyone *especially their families* happy. Don't worry, they will never be forgotten! !!

R.I.P* Joey, Ian, Dustin, and

Josh!! We will all miss you

very much, and you will never

be forgotten!!